My name is George Whelton. I'm 21. I'm about 6 feet tall, and I have brown hair and blue eyes. I wear glasses - I dont really like them. Ive been told Im strong, but as far as I can tell, thats not the case. Im a third kid in a family of six.
I dont really show any serious emotion. I dont tell people what I feel. I keep most things bottled up. I can take a lot of physical and emotional abuse, but I cant watch others do the same. I dont like to see others cry, and I dont really cry myself.
I have insomnia - scratch that. I have a really weird sleep schedule; I do what my body tells me to do. I dont want to grow older, yet I want to be on my own. I want to find someone special. I want children; because I think I can be a good dad. Im afraid of the dark, especially after watching scary movies. Im scared that those I care about wont be with me, and I'm scared that I'll never find anyone who likes me romantically the same way I like them. I dont want to die, but I did try suicide. I have cut myself. It hurt.
I want to be able to sleep. I want to explore, to travel. I want to be a part of culture and tradition. I want to do things to be proud of. I want to go somewhere and be recognized, and I want to recognize others.
I dislike bullies, but I bully myself. Im egotistical, yet I dislike those who share the quality. I sigh a lot. I can be boring, and Im the silent type though I can be talkative - really. There are times where I won't shut up - usually I've been drinking around those times. Im loyal, and I keep secrets. People ask me for advice or tell me about their problems because I listen, though the advice I give them doesnt always work. I tend to annoy a lot of people. I can be very hyperactive.
My favorite animals are white tigers, giant pandas and ravens or crows. My favorite car is a Pontiac Solstice. Id like to learn how to play bass guitar. A few people call me an Emo, someones called me Goth. I like to laugh, and I like to be sad. Im scared that one day Ill end up as an adult who never eats too many cookies before dinner, or runs through the sprinklers in a suit because its too hot. I want my life to be more like an action movie. I love black Cherry pop and Coca Cola. I drink more than I eat.
I like cheesy jokes and bad pickup lines. I like comedians, and I used to have a pink teddy bear. Im quick to anger, but I try to control it. I drink a whole bunch - like... a lot. Not a whole lot, but a lot of my pay check goes to alcohol. The best liquor I've found is Jack Daniel's Whiskey. I have some beardage, and Im proud of it. I use proper grammar in IM conversations. I spend most of my time inside, on the computer. I want to hang out with my friends more often. I stay up at night and watch the stars. Ive stayed up all night just to watch the sunrise. I dont know how to properly say I love you.
I'm very clueless - like.. really clueless. I'm always last to know whether or not someone likes me, and I'm always shy about voicing my affection to others. I think too much, and I care what other people think of me. I can be mean, but I like getting other people gifts. I like jewelry and satin. Im a bit hypocritical. I have two sides one is hyperactive, where whether or not my sugar intake is minimal, I bounce of the walls. The other is a serious side, which can be light or dark. Im proud, and I hope I have some honor.
I can be a bit of a moron, but most of the time it works out in the end. Im random. I sleep in my record is from midnight to 4 PM. I enjoy being by myself. I get lonely. I'm told I'm very mature and intellectual, and I feel proud of that.
I like gangster movies. I like gangster slang. My favorite director is Kevin Smith, for his dialogue. Coming in close is Quentin Tarantino, for his writing skills. I don't really have a favorite book series as I don't read, necessarily, save for poetry - but I do like The Blending Series, by Sharon Green. I'm an admirer of human nature, as I believe that humans are good with a few bad qualities.
I'm not religious, though I accept religion's place in the world and respect those who believe in a higher power. I believe in three things: karma, everything happens for a reason, and I would like to believe in an afterlife. I would like to, at some point, live in a monastery and live as a monk, or join the Priesthood - though that would be lying, as I don't really take to and belief of deity. I believe in humanity, and the world around us rather than a higher power.