My name is George Whelton.  I’m 20.  I’m about 6 feet tall, and I have brown hair and blue eyes.  I wear glasses - I don’t really like them.  I’ve been told I’m strong, but as far as I can tell, that’s not the case.  I’m a third kid in a family of six.  

I don’t really show any serious emotion.  I don’t tell people what I feel.  I keep most things bottled up.  I can take a lot of physical and emotional abuse, but I can’t watch others do the same.  I don’t like to see others cry, and I don’t really cry myself.

I have insomnia - scratch that.  I have a really weird sleep schedule; I don't really do what my body tells me to do.  I don’t want to grow older, yet I want to be on my own.  I want to find someone special.  I want children; because I think I can be a good dad.  I’m afraid of the dark, especially after watching scary movies.  I’m scared that those I care about won’t be with me, and I'm scared that I'll never find anyone who likes me romantically the same way I like them.  I don’t want to die, but I did try suicide.  I have cut myself.  It hurt.  

I want to be able to sleep.  I want to explore, to travel.  I want to be a part of culture and tradition.  I want to do things to be proud of.  I want to go somewhere and be recognized, and I want to recognize others.

I dislike bullies, but I bully myself.  I’m egotistical, yet I dislike those who share the quality.  I sigh a lot.  I can be boring, and I’m the silent type – though I can be talkative - really.  There are times where I won't shut up - usually I've been drinking around those times.  I’m loyal, and I keep secrets.  People ask me for advice or tell me about their problems because I listen, though the advice I give them doesn’t always work.  I tend to annoy a lot of people.  I can be very hyperactive.

My favorite animals are white tigers, giant pandas and ravens or crows.  My favorite car is a Pontiac Solstice.  I’d like to learn how to play bass guitar.  A few people call me an ‘Emo,’ someone’s called me ‘Goth.’ I like to laugh, and I like to be sad.  I’m scared that one day I’ll end up as an adult who never eats too many cookies before dinner, or runs through the sprinklers in a suit because it’s too hot.  I want my life to be more like an action movie.  I love black Cherry pop and Coca Cola.  I drink more than I eat.

I like cheesy jokes and bad pickup lines.  I like comedians, and I used to have a pink teddy bear.  I’m quick to anger, but I try to control it.  I drink a whole bunch - like... a lot.  Not a whole lot, but a lot of my pay check goes to alcohol.  The best liquor I've found is Jack Daniel's Whiskey.  I have some beardage, and I’m proud of it.  I use proper grammar in IM conversations.  I spend most of my time inside, on the computer.  I want to hang out with my friends more often.  I stay up at night and watch the stars.  I’ve stayed up all night just to watch the sunrise.  I don’t know how to properly say “I love you.”

        I'm very clueless - like.. really clueless.  I'm always last to know whether or not someone likes me, and I'm always shy about voicing my affection to others.  I think too much, and I care what other people think of me.  I can be mean, but I like getting other people gifts.  I like jewelry and satin.  I’m a bit hypocritical.  I have two sides – one is hyperactive, where whether or not my sugar intake is minimal, I bounce of the walls.  The other is a serious side, which can be light or dark.  I’m proud, and I hope I have some honor.  

               I can be a bit of a moron, but most of the time it works out in the end.  I’m random.  I sleep in – my record is from midnight to 4 PM.  I enjoy being by myself.  I get lonely.  I'm told I'm very mature and intellectual, and I feel proud of that.

               I like gangster movies.  I like gangster slang.  My favorite director is Kevin Smith, for his dialogue.  Coming in close is Quentin Tarantino, for his writing skills.   I don't really have a favorite book series as I don't read, necessarily, save for poetry - but I do like The Blending Series, by Sharon Green.  I'm an admirer of human nature, as I believe that humans are good with a few bad qualities.  

I'm not religious, though I accept religion's place in the world and respect those who believe in a higher power.  I believe in three things: karma, everything happens for a reason, and I would like to believe in an afterlife.  I would like to, at some point, live in a monastery and live as a monk, or join the Priesthood - though that would be lying, as I don't really take to and belief of deity.  I believe in humanity, and the world around us rather than a higher power.